When I was a child, my parents instilled in me a kind of pragmatism around gifts. For my birthday, I learned to ask for gifts that they could realistically give. They continue to give gifts to all their children joyfully, even though we are all grown adults.
Somehow, this pragmatism around birthdays translated to pragmatism in my relationship with God. I have refrained from asking God to fully heal sick loved ones, but I would pray for good doctors and comfort. If I didn’t ask for healing, I couldn’t be disappointed when my loved ones weren’t healed.
But I do believe—and this passage reminds me—that God can do anything. God help my unbelief! God does not always provide the resolution that I hope for, but I am learning to express myself honestly in prayer even amid my disappointments and pain and need.
Knowing God, guide us into deeper and more honest relationship with you. Amen. —